Showing posts with label God and Religion. Show all posts
Showing posts with label God and Religion. Show all posts

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Homesick

Hubby and I are currently "between churches." We found a wonderful church family shortly after moving out here, and we really felt at home there. Everything felt so familiar about worship services there, and being strangers in a strange land, it was good to have something familiar out here to connect with.

Due to circumstances beyond our control, we no longer feel that we can be comfortable as a part of that congregation. The choice had nothing to do with any problem with the congregation on any level. We'll just call it a matter of personal histories and leave it at that.

The point is, Hubby and I are in the market for a new church home. And after perusing this helpful website, we chose one of the closer congregations and decided to visit this morning.

For the first time in my life, I stayed just long enough to partake of communion and left before the sermon. Suffice it to say, this congregation was not a good fit for us. Now personally, I don't think it's necessarily a sin for a congregation to have a praise team. And I don't think your soul is doomed to an eternity of torment if you choose to clap during songs of praise. Neither of those things are really my cup of tea, but I'll not condemn others who feel moved to do so. But when those things are accompanied by a pervasive sense of defiance about the whole ordeal, something's not right. And that's what I sensed this morning. The entire experience made me so homesick for the Bible Belt that I cried the whole half-hour drive home.

Surely the congregation we are leaving behind isn't the only one nearby that feels like home. There has to be another family nearby that we can be comfortable worshipping with.

Thursday, March 13, 2008

I usually don't pass forwards along...

but every once in a while, you come across a mind-blowingly amazing one like this one.

There was a certain Professor of Religion named Dr. Christianson, a studious man who taught at a small college in the western United States. Dr. Christianson taught the required survey course in Christianity at this particular institution. Every student was required to take this course their freshman year, regardless of his or her major. Although Dr. Christianson tried hard to communicate the essence of the gospel in his class, he found that most of his students looked upon the course as nothing but required drudgery. Despite his best efforts, most students refused to take Christianity seriously.

This year, Dr. Christianson had a special student named Steve. Steve was only a freshman, but was studying with the intent of going onto seminary for the ministry. Steve was popular, he was well liked, and he was an imposing physical specimen. He was now the starting center on the school football team, and was the best student in the professor's class.

One day, Dr. Christianson asked Steve to stay after class so he could talk with him. "How many push-ups can you do?" Steve said, "I do about 200 every night." "200? That's pretty good, Steve," Dr. Christianson said. "Do you think you could do 300?"
Steve replied, "I don't know.... I've never done 300 at a time." "Do you think you could?" again asked Dr. Christianson. "Well, I can try," said Steve.

"Can you do 300 in sets of 10? I have a class project in mind and I need you to do about 300 push-ups in sets of ten for this to work. Can you do it? I need you to tell me you can do it," said the professor. Steve said, "Well... I think I can...yeah, I can do it."

Dr. Christianson said, "Good! I need you to do this on Friday. Let me explain what I have in mind."

Friday came and Steve got to class early and sat in the front of the room. When class started, the professor pulled out a big box of donuts. No, these weren't the normal kinds of donuts, they were the extra fancy BIG kind, with cream centers and frosting swirls. Everyone was pretty excited it was Friday, the last class of the day, and they were going to get an early start on the weekend with a party in Dr. Christianson's class. Dr. Christianson went to the first girl in the first row and asked, "Cynthia, do you want to have one of these donuts?" Cynthia said, "Yes."

Dr. Christianson then turned to Steve and asked, "Steve, would you do ten push-ups so that Cynthia can have a donut?"

"Sure!" Steve jumped down from his desk to do a quick ten. Then Steve again sat in his desk. Dr. Christianson put a donut on Cynthia's desk.

Dr. Christianson then went to Joe, the next person, and asked, "Joe, do you want a donut?"
Joe said, "Yes." Dr. Christianson asked, "Steve would you do ten push-ups so Joe can have a donut?"

Steve did ten push-ups, Joe got a donut. And so it went, down the first aisle, Steve did ten push-ups for every person before they got their donut. Walking down the second aisle, Dr. Christianson came to Scott. Scott was on the basketball team, and in as good condition as Steve. He was very popular and never lacking for female companionship.

When the professor asked, "Scott do you want a donut?" Scott's reply was, "Well, can I do my own push-ups?" Dr. Christianson said, "No, Steve has to do them."

Then Scott said, "Well, I don't want one then." Dr. Christianson shrugged and then turned to Steve and asked, "Steve, would you do ten push-ups so Scott can have a donut he doesn't want?"

With perfect obedience Steve started to do ten push-ups. Scott said, "HEY! I said I didn't want one!"

Dr. Christianson said, "Look! This is my classroom, my class, my desks, and these are my donuts. Just leave it on the desk if you don't want it." And he put a donut on Scott's desk.

Now by this time, Steve had begun to slow down a little. He just stayed on the floor between sets because it took too much effort to be getting up and down. You could start to see a little perspiration coming out around his brow.

Dr. Christianson started down the third row. Now the students were beginning to get a little angry. Dr. Christianson asked Jenny, "Jenny, do you want a donut?" Sternly, Jenny said, "No."
Then Dr. Christianson asked Steve, "Steve, would you do ten more push-ups so Jenny can have a donut that she doesn't want?" Steve did ten. Jenny got a donut. By now, a growing sense of uneasiness filled the room. The students were beginning to say, "No!" and there were all these uneaten donuts on the desks. Steve also had to really put forth a lot of extra effort to get these push-ups done for each donut. There began to be a small pool of sweat on the floor beneath his face, his arms and brow were beginning to get red because of the physical effort involved.

Dr. Christianson asked Robert, who was the most vocal unbeliever in the class, to watch Steve do each push up to make sure he did the full ten push-ups in a set because he couldn't bear to watch all of Steve's work for all of those uneaten donuts. He sent Robert over to where Steve was so Robert could count the set and watch Steve closely.

Dr. Christianson started down the fourth row. During his class, however, some students from other classes had wandered in and sat down on the steps along the radiators that ran down the sides of the room. When the professor realized this, he did a quick count and saw that now there were 34 students in the room. He started to worry if Steve would be able to make it.

Dr. Christianson went on to the next person and the next and the next. Near the end of that row, Steve was really having a rough time. He was taking a lot more time to complete each set. Steve asked Dr. Christianson, "Do I have to make my nose touch on each one?"

Dr. Christianson thought for a moment, "Well, they're your push-ups. You are in charge now. You can do them any way that you want." And Dr. Christianson went on.

A few moments later, Jason, a recent transfer student, came to the room and was about to come in when all the students yelled in one voice, "NO! Don't come in! Stay out!"

Jason didn't know what was going on. Steve picked up his head and said, "No, let him come."
Professor Christianson said, "You realize that if Jason comes in you will have to do ten push-ups for him?" Steve said, "Yes, let him come in. Give him a donut."

Dr. Christianson said, "Okay, Steve, I'll let you get Jason's out of the way right now. Jason, do you want a donut?"

Jason, new to the room, hardly knew what was going on. "Yes," he said, "give me a donut."

"Steve, will you do ten push-ups so that Jason can have a donut?" Steve did ten push-ups very slowly and with great effort. Jason, bewildered, was handed a donut and sat down. Dr Christianson finished the fourth row, and then started on those visitors seated by the heaters. Steve's arms were now shaking with each push-up in a struggle to lift himself against the force of gravity. By this time sweat was profusely dropping off of his face, there was no sound except his heavy breathing; there was not a dry eye in the room. The very last two students in the room were two young women, both cheerleaders, and very popular. Dr. Christianson went to Linda, the second to last, and asked, "Linda, do you want a doughnut?" Linda said, very sadly, "No, thank you."

Professor Christianson quietly asked, "Steve, would you do ten push-ups so that Linda can have a donut she doesn't want?"

Grunting from the effort, Steve did ten very slow push-ups for Linda. Then Dr. Christianson turned to the last girl, Susan. "Susan, do you want a donut?"

Susan, with tears flowing down her face, began to cry. "Dr. Christianson, why can't I help him?"

Dr Christianson, with tears of his own, said, "No, Steve has to do it alone; I have given him this task and he is in charge of seeing that everyone has an opportunity for a donut whether they want it or not. When I decided to have a party this last day of class, I looked at my grade book. Steve here is the only student with a perfect grade. Everyone else has failed a test, skipped class, or offered me inferior work. Steve told me that in football practice, when a player messes up he must do push-ups. I told Steve that none of you could come to my party unless he paid the price by doing your push-ups. He and I made a deal for your sakes."

"Steve, would you do ten push-ups so Susan can have a donut?" As Steve very slowly finished his last push-up, with the understanding that he had accomplished all that was required of him, having done 350 push-ups, his arms buckled beneath him and he fell to the floor.

Dr. Christianson turned to the room and said, "And so it was, that our Savior, Jesus Christ, on the cross, plead to the Father, 'Into thy hands I commend my spirit. With the understanding that He had done everything that was required of Him, He yielded up His life. And like some of those in this room, many of us leave the gift on the desk, uneaten. Two students helped Steve up off the floor and to a seat, physically exhausted, but wearing a thin smile.

"Well done, good and faithful servant," said the professor, adding, "Not all sermons are preached in words."

Turning to his class, the professor said, "My wish is that you might understand and fully comprehend all the riches of grace and mercy that have been given to you through the sacrifice of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. He spared not only His Begotten Son, but gave Him up for us all, for the whole Church, now and forever. Whether or not we choose to accept His gift to us, the price has been paid."

Saturday, June 16, 2007

Holy Sonnet 14

Holy Sonnet 14

by John Donne



Batter my heart, three-personed God, for you

As yet but knock, breathe, shine, and seek to mend;

That I rise and stand, o'erthrow me, and bend

Your force to break, blow, burn, and make me new.

I, like a usurped town to another due,

Labor to admit you, but oh, to no end;

Reason, your viceroy in me, me should defend,

But is captivated, and proves weak or untrue.

Yet dearly I love you, and would be loved fain

But am betrothed unto your enemy;

Divorce me, untie or break that knot again;

Take me to you, imprison me, for I,

Except you enthrall me, never shall be free,

Nor ever chaste, except you ravish me.

Sunday, June 10, 2007

does the grass grow on your path?

Early African converts to Christianity were earnest and regular in private devotions. Each one reportedly had a separate spot in the thicket where he would pour out his heart to God. Over time, the paths to these places became well worn. As a result, if one of these believers began to neglect prayer, it was soon apparent to the others. They would kindly remind the negligent one, "Brother, the grass grows on your path."

Today in the Word, June 29, 1992

Scripture References to Prayer:

Matthew 6:5-13 - Prayer is not something to be done to get people to notice you or think highly of you; prayer is a personal conversation with God. Jesus prayed an example prayer, showing His followers the proper format: (1) Praise to God and (2) Petitions for needs.

Luke 11: 5-13 - We should be persistent in prayer. We should pray with confidence that God with take care of us.

1 Thessalonians 4:17 - We should pray continually. Never close the line of communication with God.

James 5:13-18 - Pray when you are in need, but don't forget to pray thanksgiving for the good things, too. Pray with the faith that God will answer.

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

Break My Heart

Break My Heart

by Clint Rhodes



Break my heart, Dear Lord
Tear the barriers down
Show me with convicting tears
The glory of Your crown

My heart is hard; my soul so weak
The ways of evil cut so deep
I need You, Lord, to come inside
And gently break my heart

My sin is great, and I can't see
The glory set for me
Show me, Father, where to start
And gently break my heart

My heart is hard; my soul so weak
The ways of evil cut so deep
I need You, Lord, to come inside
And gently break my heart


This is one of my favorite devotional songs. It's just such a heartfelt sentiment.

Monday, February 05, 2007

Christians

Christians - By Maya Angelou

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not shouting "I'm clean livin'."
I'm whispering "I was lost,
Now I'm found and forgiven."

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I don't speak of this with pride.
I'm confessing that I stumble
and need Christ to be my guide.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not trying to be strong.
I'm professing that I'm weak
And need His strength to carry on.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not bragging of success.
I'm admitting I have failed
And need God to clean my mess.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not claiming to be perfect,
My flaws are far too visible
But, God believes I am worth it.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I still feel the sting of pain.
I have my share of heartaches
So I call upon His name.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not holier than thou,
I'm just a simple sinner
Who received God's good grace, somehow!

Friday, January 12, 2007

children

To those of us who have children in our lives, whether they are our own, grandchildren, nieces, nephews, or students...here is something to make you chuckle.

Whenever your children are out of control, you can take comfort from the thought that even God's omnipotence did not extend to His own children.

After creating heaven and earth, God created Adam and Eve.

And the first thing he said was "DON'T! "

"Don't what?" Adam replied.

"Don't eat the forbidden fruit." God said.

"Forbidden fruit? We have forbidden fruit? Hey Eve…we have forbidden fruit! "

"No way!"

"Yes way!"

"Do NOT eat the fruit!" said God.

"Why?"

"Because I am your Father and I said so!" God replied, wondering why He hadn't stopped creation after making the elephants.

A few minutes later, God saw His children having an apple break and He was ticked!

"Didn't I tell you not to eat the fruit?" God asked.

"Uh huh," Adam replied.

"Then why did you?" said the Father.

"I don't know," said Eve.

"She started it!" Adam said.

"Did not!"

"Did too!"

"DID NOT!"

Having had it with the two of them, God's punishment was that Adam and Eve should have children of their own.

Thus the pattern was set and it has never changed.

BUT THERE IS REASSURANCE IN THE STORY!

If you have persistently and lovingly tried to give children wisdom and they haven't taken it, don't be hard on yourself. If God had trouble raising children, what makes you think it would be a piece of cake for you?

Friday, November 10, 2006

my theory on evolution

After work today, my husband took me to Sonic for a strawberry limeade (I have a sore throat and he thought it would help). While we were there, he pointed out a couple of teenage boys who were putting ice into coolers in the trunk of their car. One was throwing the bags of ice up in the air and then running to avoid being hit in the head when the ice came down. I assume he was breaking the ice, but anyway...

Witnessing that display of...well, the only non-curse-word that I can come up with for it is stupidity, reaffirmed my belief that there has to be a God. And here's why.

If there were no God, and all that is came to be through evolution and survival of the fittest, surely there would no longer be stupid people. They would have long ago died out. Killed themselves off probably. The fact that this boy throwing ice and dodging it actually exists is proof of the existance of a merciful God. And the fact that I have to live on the same planet with said ice-dodger and the like is proof of a vengeful God.

Friday, October 06, 2006

Know Thyself

John Calvin once said "There is no deep knowing of God without a deep knowing of self and no deep knowing of self without a deep knowing of God."

Deep, huh?

We are created in the image of God. So it is a logical conclusion that we share some characteristics with Him. God is a God of emotions - love, joy, compassion, sorrow, jealousy, anger. We should keep that in mind as we encounter our own emotions. We must come to the realization that none of those emotions are bad or evil (if they were, God wouldn't have them). It's how we express those emotions, who or what they are directed toward and how we deal with them, that can be either good or bad.

Gee, I wanted to make this more than just a short observation, but I'm feeling a bit of a block.

Monday, September 18, 2006

To a Lost Friend

My heart is heavy. I find myself dwelling on thoughts of you.

The sermon Sunday morning was about anger...the text was Matthew 5:21-26. As I searched my soul, I wondered am I still harboring anger in my heart?

After much introspection, I must admit that, yes, there is still anger in my soul. But is it still aimed in your direction? I am glad to report that I can honestly say no to that question. The anger that remains is directed inwardly. You see, deep down inside I knew that something wasn't right, and I chose to ingnore my gut feelings. The anger wells up when I realize that, had I acknowleged my insticts and acted upon them, things would not have progressed as far as they did. So, while the events that followed were not completely my fault, I must own up to some degree of responsibility. And for that, I am still angry with myself.

But when I focus on you, what do I feel? No hate. No anger. Just an overwhelming sense of sorrow. I grieve as though someone has died.

But you are very much alive.

The preacher said we cannot be right with God and be wrong with our brother. He stressed reconciliation. Reconcile. Does that always involve restoring a relationship? Can reconciliation ever just mean being able to be civil - friendly, even - without necessarily being friends?

I don't believe we are wrong to keep ourselves from being a part of each other's lives. We have come to the mutual conclusion that a friendship between us would do too much damage to other relationships held dear. We have "reconciled" ourselves to that sad fact.

So we keep tabs from a distance. Well, I do at least. And I am truly overjoyed when see how life is unfolding for you - all the happiness you have found and the new life you are planning. I pray for your happiness and your success.

You will soon be living in a much closer location - and quite close to my family as well. There was a time that would have bothered me considerably. No longer. All that bothers me is that we cannot be the carefree friends there was once the chance of us becoming.

My heart remains heavy as I think of you. But now I shift my focus, and the clouds part. A shaft of light bursts through the darkness as I remember - we are Sisters. And one day this life will pass. And then...then all will be as it should.

Saturday, September 16, 2006

Romans 8:28

Things happen. And once they are done, they can't be un-done. Our actions have consequences - some negative, others positive.

Once upon a time, something happened. And life changed. For a while, everything was horrible, and it seemed to only be getting worse. But God started working everything together. And things turned out to be good. All around.

A perfect world this is not. There are things that should be that cannot be. In order to salvage one relationship and make it what it should have been all along, another relationship must be sacrificed.

I find myself looking at a much bigger part of the picture now. The farther removed from an event you get, the easier it is to do that. And I have discovered another "good" that came about because of a bad situation. I've realized that I long for heaven more now. Not because life here is so terribly unbearable - on the contrary. Life is beautiful. But I find myself longing for that sacrificed friendship. And I know that in this lifetime, it just isn't possible to have.

A perfect world this is not. There are things that should be that cannot be. But in heaven ALL will be as it should. Just another something to look forward to.

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Where is the JOY?

The alarm goes off for the 5th time this morning, so you drag yourself out of bed resolving to get an alarm without a snooze button someday. You wake up a little more in the shower as you think forward through your day. Brush your teeth, dry your hair, find something 'nice' to wear. Get in the car and drive. Park in the first empty spot you can find in the parking lot and slip in the door just as things get started. Find a seat in the back and try to focus. Look around at all the other people. You used to go here all the time, but now, you hardly recognize anyone. Everyone is serious and somber. The song service begins. Funny how much 'better' the singing is here - seems nearly everyone is in tune. But something is missing. Look around. Blank faces. No smiles. Odd - it's a joyful song. Scripture is read; you hear very few pages turning. A prayer. You can't help but wonder how many in this vast crowd are actually conversing with the God they are here to worship. More songs; same blank faces. Time for communion. How many really focus on the sacrifice that this serves to memorialize? How many are just going through the motions of a ceremony that has become a routine? More songs; same blank faces. A sermon - very well-thought-out and executed. But how many are really listening? More songs. Another prayer. And then all the people come back to life. God-time is over - we can relax and have fun again. Something is wrong with this picture.

What happened to the joy? Shouldn't we be celebrating? We go through our worship services much the same as we do funeral services. But why? Yes, it is a serious thing. But Jesus is not dead! He's alive again! Why are we so somber? Why have we allowed ourselves to believe that God is pleased with our solemn faces and stiff bodies? Why have we allowed ourselves to believe that emotion has no place in worship? We worry too much about making sure we aren't mistaken for some other religious groups who may have taken emotion too far in their worship, and so we go too far in the opposite direction, removing it completely. What makes us think that God is content for our communion with Him to be emotionless? When the last 'Amen' is said, we come alive and laugh and enjoy each others company. I wonder if God does not get jealous over the emotion we show with each other.